Updated: Aug 30
By, Transman Scott Newgent
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Here we go again!
If insanity is doing the same thing, expecting different results, I rank at the highest scale of insanity, a doctorate perhaps. Yes? Yes! No, perhaps about it! Speak clearly, Kellie; I mean Scott <--- See perfect example, I am nuts! I should be giving lessons on how to be insane, capitalizing on the vast magnitude of my crazy. Five years now in four months. Let me say that again: five years in four months of peeling my chest wide open, not because I want to, but because of a promise I made and because as a professional communicator, an information transferencer (if that's not a word, I am coining it!) doing transference of information, helping people see the other side of a product, my whole life has left me fruitless, embarrassed really. Who uses talent restriction for monetary purposes? I do, until? Until what?
Until I know better, then I do better!
It is a cycle that I know well, yet each time, it sneaks up on me, and as crazy as I probably am, it's not the sole reason! While a considerable portion is from the world of crazy, the other part? The majority of the basis? Understanding what is coming for these kids, as I pilgrimage into the activism woods, I meet few sincere, a lot after a means to an end that ends smack dab on top of the head of the person faking sincerity. Or perhaps my devotion elevates to a level others cannot achieve due to a crazy thing called sanity? Perhaps! Who lives in the world of sanity? Because I sure as hell don't! Remember, I once thought I was born in the wrong body! But the truth is that MOST people you follow, the leaders, don't care unless what they promote feeds them financially, emotionally, or spiritually, and I judge! Shame on me. Indeed, I need to be better. Do better!
As I catch my breath from my last infection, I realize I am like Britney Spears, "Oops, I did it again!" I learn a minuscule amount each time, but the response is always a duplicate, "I am outta here; done with activism." Anyone in their right mind would be, the way I do it! Activism, that is.
One of the first questions from anyone who works with me usually is something like this:
"Wow, you are sincere; how do you work this hard without reward?"
My response is always the same: I almost died from transgender " health care"! I made a deal to live for my children and fight for yours. No matter the want, I cannot give up activism; pulled in a million places and obliged to be in all of those places. Why? Is the reason "why you?" You believe me because you feel me. No one would do this like I do unless there was a payoff. Ah...HA! A payoff, my payoff, my children. Seeing my judgment of others while I believe I live at some higher morality plane, not admitting my yield is internal defiance of what I judge. I have a gain; it's not the expected payoff to which we see others fight in the open. Mothers usually fight in the darkness; the completely unselfish fight of a mother is not seen or heard. It's just DONE because that comes from carrying life – from being a mother! Others who have given life yet feel no different are a rare, disgusting reminder of the absurdity of what should NOT be. It is why we judge bad mothers harshly; it should not be. A bad mother, that is!
Take me with you at your next school meeting! I'll SCREAM for you!
A mother is a fierce animal in the kingdom who does not take the warrior title or celebrate the honor of her victories. There is no time to celebrate because it's a constant battle; for a mother, protecting her young never ends! Endless for a mother! My young? I have three of my own, but mothering to a sea of children is exhausting!
I will repeat it until the gravity of reality is known! I do NOT sign up with any subtribe:
To maintain activism, it's essential to claim a subtribe; I do not! This is why I struggle so; that and my craziness, the constant ebb and flow of infections, financial and spiritual survival are always at the tip!
This last infection was a doozy for many reasons. The first physically? Each time, it's the same: I am shocked at the arrival, refusing to admit, "Here we go again!" Each time, the same: not having insurance and losing my job after my speech with Matt Walsh meant I have no health care. Still trying to figure that out: Doctors? I don't trust them, but at least I could see one to treat infections before they develop into requiring IV antibiotics. But each time, I rant in my head: "I AM NOT GETTING AN INFECTION!" Each time, I get punched right in the nose with, "Yes, you are whether you like it or not!" I curse a lot as I go round and round with myself, and I inevitably fail.
The good news? The infections are getting further apart!
The bad news? For some reason, I cannot emotionally rationalize around them. Why is this? My mind always goes to mush. I have no one to force me to see a doctor or anyone to trust, so I count on myself when I cannot be charged with myself! My distrust of all leaves me worse off, so where are the boundaries of sanity? Nowhere where I reside!
The emotional side was an even bigger sock in the nose!
My firstborn started college, and as all parents, I drove him and helped him move into his dorm. My son wanted what all kids wanted: for his parents to help. Right in the middle of my infection, relenting none, pushing through, and being there was not enough for my son, as it should be; I am his mother!
"I need groceries!"
Off we went, I said NO to nothing, how could I? He was asking for mayonnaise, boxed noodles, and shampoo! At the end of the trip, I kissed him, told him how proud I was, and cried the entire way home, knowing I now had .37 cents in my account! But, I had a project coming, one that would pay for my speeches, one I had be perfecting, relentlessly, pouring my heart into; I went to PR classes, told me and showed me how to handle media. The struggle was to become less financial, and purchasing mayonnaise for my son would not be a triumphant battle to survive!
I screwed the pooch on this one! It fell through as my infection took over my body once again! I could tell you the story, but the reasoning lies within the realm of destiny, my insanity or the lack of sincerity of others? Probably a little from all, but the majority lies with me, no one else! Sincerity was there from others, but my beat-up, tattered five years in activism have made me a nonbeliever ofin others! My fault, my fault alone! I own this lost battle!
Throwing my hands up once again, I start to look for a job to get my career back, not a flimsy job to maintain existence, but to live again, really live without the war-torn worries of purchasing mayonnaise! Ah, HA! I contacted an old colleague who offered me a position with a sign-on bonus five months ago, but I had to GIVE UP activism; I turned him down. The offer has been sitting on my mind like a perfect backup plan! Turns out the last go around with 'What is a woman?" The Elon Musk Twitter endorsement flipped the switch to my name and face? Known, too known now for business sales, and the offer was rescinded!
I started to sift through local business sales jobs; I found one perfect for me and them. I began the entire process and was the leading candidate until the end! The Elon Musk endorsement that will/is saving children worldwide was too much to protect my children's financial future—ghosted at the end, once again!
As I sat with my pity, my poor poor me, which is pitiful in itself, I tried to figure out what to do. Where do I go?
Back to activism?
Sure, I am great atd changing hearts and minds if you get me in front of people, but the dinner party chatter that sickens me is something I SUCK at! It's times like these and only these that I miss my ex-wife. Why? She is the master at the fake BS needed to prosper in activism, a perfect shield so many people have, but I'm too wounded to trust anyone, and to trust someone would be to trust someone I already trust, and they are nowhere around!
What should I do?
What I always do. Tell the truth without the lights and glamor; it cuts through the BS.
I turned to you, asking you, "Why do you support me? Why do you or have you donated to me? Why do you believe I matter in the activism of STOP the butchering of an entire generation of children?"
I asked a few people who had been there for me the entire time; their responses told me everything I needed to hear.
See for yourself:
You are fighting the good fight, Scott. Thank YOU!
I donate to you because you're honest. You're RAW. I donate to you because you've got skin in the game and you're not politically affiliated. Politicians and businesses are milking this country for all it's got with no regard for those they employ or govern. I'm sorry it's so hard and I wish I could give more. Thank you for what you've done and continue to do. I wish I knew the answers on how to end the madness. I do know your voice matters.
Here is my first thoughts as to why I give to support you.
My answer is I give you a donation to support you as you fight against allowing children and teens to make forever life-altering decisions regarding their being able to have children, their physical health and their gender identities before they are adults. I'm a therapist and I have worked with hundreds of kids throughout my career, kids are very innocent and vulnerable. The psychological truth is "We all, adult, adolescent, and children, want to belong " Period, end of sentence. And in adolescence, our main goal in life is to belong with our peers. There was a researcher named Erik Erikson who studied psychological struggles of each life phase. For adolescence, the stage is called Identity vs Identity Confusion. This is very true in my experience of myself, my own kids, and all the kids I have worked with. When you are an adolescent, all you want is to fit in and belong to a group of peers. Adolescents do crazy things to fit in, from the comical to the dangerous- from dying their hair blue, to wearing crazy clothing to starving themselves to be thin enough to cutting themselves to fit into a group, and any myriad of strange antics in between. So, why do I give to you, because I care about the kids and instinctively think it is wrong to confuse them by offering what they most want - to belong- through harmful hormones and surgeries. I listen to stories about people like Chloe Cole and Daisy Chadra, and I think let the kids grow up and then they can make such life-altering decisions themselves as grown adults. This is a social experiment on children, we don't have longitudinal studies about the long term effects in America yet. It is my understanding that the Danish have the best longitudinal studies out there, and their studies indicate that most of the kids who go through a gender dysphoric phase, grow out of wanting to be the opposite sex and end up same-sex attracted. I believe it was through your website, that I saw studies that the Danish and Swedish have the longest research out there and they have banned hormones and surgeries for kids. This shows that those with the most data, are choosing to ban these procedures for kids and adolescents. When we look at child and adolescent brains, we see that they are not fully formed. They don't completely understand the long term effects of choices. This should be common sense. When you think back, when I think back, when any honest adult thinks back, to how they were thinking when they were 13, 14,15,16,17 years old. I think we would say, thank God, I wasn't allowed to make life -altering decisions. Thank God, because I would have made very immature, stupid and uninformed decisions. Actually, research shows your brain isn't fully formed until you are 25 years old. Also, as a mom, when I hear your story, it seems to me, that you have a mother's heart for her children and the children of the world. You want to protect children from horrible medical decisions of taking hormones and surgeries. You want to protect children from what happened to you. You have lived experience of what these hormones and surgeries do, because you have life-altering ongoing health issues from them. Also, I am a Christian, and I believe that protecting children is part of God's work, so I believe you are doing God's work. I see you as a very brave person, I give for the above reasons. I don't have much money, but yours is an important cause. Please note that when I leave comments in your blog, I leave them as a guest. As a mental health professional, I am afraid to be labelled transphobic. I work in California and my work is my livelyhood and supports my family. I think there are many professionals in health related fields that agree with you. We are trying to figure out how to manuver through the ever-changing waters of ethics in our professions. So, my thoughts and prayers are with you, as you fight against the allowing kids and teens to get hormones and surgeries.
KELLIE SCOTT ( CAPS CAUSE I CAN SEE BETTR, AND TYPE FASTER)
SINCE THE FIRST TIME I GOT A SIGNAL POST OF YOUR 9 MIN. VIDEO, I WAS AS OUTRAGED AS I COULD BE. LAST DEC. I GOT KICKED OUT OF THE SCHOOL BOARD FOR SPEAKING OUT AGAINST THEIR SEL DEI ETC. AND THE TYRANNY OF ATTACKING A BOARD MEMBER WHO WAS AGAINST IT ALL. THIS WAS BY A GROUP OF 3 SUPPOSED CONSERVATIVE MEMBERS. BUT I HAD BEEN ACTIVE LAST TWO YEARS IN CITY COUNCIL, COMMISSIONERS, AND HEALTH BOARD, AND OUR LOCAL GROUPS. SUBJECTS: ELECTION INTEGRITY, FRAUD, COVID LIES, HOAS BIOWEAPON, AND THE WHOLE GROOMING INSIDIOUS TRANS/MARXIST SET UP. MY FAMILY HAS THOUGHT ME INTOLERANT, AND HATE CRIME, FOR STANDING UP AGAINST CRT, AND THE BASICALLY WHOLE BULLSHIT FEST SCHEISSE CAACA MIERDA GOWNO GAVNO HOVNO MERDE I AM A 73 YEAR OLD GRANNY GREAT GRANNY, AND I AM PISSED OFF. I JOINED THE GROUP FEC THAT JOE OLTMANN STARTED, MET TIG TIEGEN, FROM 13 HOURS AND UADF AND JOINED THEM TO LEARN SOME SELF DEFENSE, AND WHO KNEW I COULD AIM. LOL. ANYWAY, I SAW THE 2020 RIOTS, AND KNEW SHIT WAS FLYING WORLDWIDE. MY FAMILY SAID LAST WINTER, TO ME, SHOW US INFORMATION. OK I TOOK AN OLD SCHOOL, OLD LADY, INFORMAL DIVE. AS YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW FIRST HAND, MY BRAIN WAS EXPLODING. THERE WAS SO MUCH. MY FAMILY WAS MAD FOR MY FACEBOOK POSTS, MY RANTS, AND SO MUCH = BUT I HAVE SOME SKIN IN THIS GAME. A FAMILY MEMBER WHO WAS TRAUMATIZED, HARMED, HAS STEPPED INTO THIS ARENA. I HAD TO HAVE A FILE SEALED, AND PROTECT. MORE TO THIS. ANYWAY, AS I WAS CONNECTED TO THE LOCAL GOP, THE NOT ESTABLISHMENT, GRASS ROOTS ROGUES, AND THE OTHER GROUPS I BECAME A BIT MORE VOCAL. ANYWAY, I DECIDED TO MAKE AN INFORMATION NOTEBOOK FOR JOE OLTMANN WHO ALSO RUNS CONSERVATIVE DAILY, AND HAS BEEN POISONED, THREATENED WITH DEATH, DUE TO HIS RUNINS WITH MANY FOLKS. ANYWAY, I SENT A NOTEBOOK OF ABOUT 450 PAGES (YES RIGHT?) TO JOE AND THEN I PICKED OTHERS, LIKE KIM MONSON, TRENT LOOS, RANDALL LOCALLY IN CO. SP., (HE IS NOT ALWAYS WITH US GRASS ROOTS) MIKE LINDELL, BAZZAL BAZ (ASSOCIATION FOR THE RECOVERY OF CHILDREN) TIM BALLARD (GROUP OPERATION UNDERGROUND RAILROAD) HANDED ONE TO ERIN LEE AS SHE SPOKE AT A GOP LUNCHEON, AT WHICH HALF WERE CLUELESS, OR WOKE OR BOTH. SENT OR GAVE TO LEGISLATORS, OUR LOCAL GROUPS, DOING SOME UNDERCOVER WORK, SOME SCHOOL BOARD FOLKS, CITY COUNCIL GUY ON OUR SIDE, ETC. I HAND MADE THEM UNTIL I GOT A PAY CHECK, AND HAD 15 PRINTED ($200 FOR 5) THEN I WOULD COMPILE THEM, DEVIDE THEM, OH AND SOME LARGE CHURCH PASTORS, BRAVE IN DENVER, AND ROCK IN CASTLEROCK, AND OUR BLACK ROBE PASTOR AT FERVENT. ANYWAY, I SENT YOU AN EMAIL TO OFFER TO MAIL YOU ONE, FOR IN CASE, YOU COULD USE IT . THE BEGINNING HAS DATA ON BILLIONAIRS, THE NETWORK PROMOTING, FUNDING THIS MESS FOR TWO DECADES, AT LEASE, AND ALSO 1994 CASEL STARTED THE SEL CRAP.
I HAVE GREAT GRAND BABIES, HALF PHILLIPINE, INUIT INDIAN GRANDKIDS, AND I WAS BORN IN GERMANY. HAVE FRIENDS WHO ARE GAY, STRAIGHT, ETC. I SIMPLY AM FIGHTING UNTIL I DIE FOR THE MUTILATION, DESTRUCTION OF CHILDREN BEFORE THEY ARE PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY OF AGE OF REASON, CONSENT, AND NOW WE ALL KNOW THIS IS A MUCH BIGGER PLAN TO DEPOPULATE (WHO WEF UN ETC) ANYWAY, I JUST STEPPED IN AND AM SHARING WITH GROUPS OR FOLKS WITH SOME SPHERES OF INFLUENCE. YOU OBVIOUSLY KNOW WAY MORE THAN ME, BUT I DID NOT EVEN KNOW ABOUT YOU, WHEN I STARTED. SO SORRY, NOT MUCH IN IT ON YOU, BUT I AM EXPANDING GOT THE STUFF ON PITT, THE NO WAY OUT FILM I WATCHED, WHOSE CHILDREN ARE THEY, AND GOT GROSSMAN, SHRIER, BOOKS, ETC. SEND THEM TO OTHERS TOO, AND WELL, OLD LADY FRIED TODAY. BUT I AM KEEPIN ON. I SENT THE BOOK TO MY FAMILY, AND ONE OF THEM HAS THE HARMED KIDDO. ANYWAY, THEY ARE REACTING AS I THOUGHT, BUT WELL, I AM SO SO HOPING THEY WILL GAIN SOMETHING FROM THIS, DIG DEEPER, ETC. ANY WAY WE HAVE AND WILL KEEP FIGHTING THE SCHOOL BOARDS ALLOWING THIS AND MORE.
I WISH I COULD HUG YOU AND MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY, AND I REALLY ADMIRED YOUR VIDEO, AND ADMISSIONS. YOU GOT GUTS FOR SURE.
LOOK I AM UNIMPORTANT, NOT WEALTHY, AS I WALKED AWAY FROM ALL, AND SOMEDAY I CAN EXPLAIN, NOT ANYTHING I DID, BUT RIGHTING A WRONG SOMEONE ELSE DID. ANYWAY, IMAGINE AT 73 STARTING OVER. LMAO
32 YEARS IN REAL ESTATE, COMMERCIAL, RESIDENTIAL, CONSULTING, ETC. ALL REFERRALS. I DID A BUNCH OF FREEBEES FOR OURVETS, ETC. SHHHHHH NOT FOR PUBLIC VIEW.
WAS ON YOUTUBE SINCE IT STARTED, TWITTER, AND FAKEBOOK, I HOPE MY VIEWS DONT INSULT YOU, I AM CONSERVATIVE, BUT NOT EXTREME RIGHTWING. WELL I DONT THINK SO. HAVE SOME HEAVY DUTY HEALTH PROBLEMS AND HENCE SELF DEF. AND CONCEILED BECAME PART OF MY MO.
SORRY I RANT TOO MUCH, BUT WELL YOU ASKED. WEE WOO CRAZY GAMMY
I DONT WANT TO IMPOSE, OR TAKE CONFICENCE FROM YOU, BUT I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE TO MAIL YOU THE NOTEBOOK, IT IS MINE, INFORMAL, AND WELL ALL I COULD THINK OF WHEN I STARTED TO BATTLE THE MESSES, AND EVEN OUR SCHOOL BOARD STUFF IS IN IT. MAYBE IT INSPIRES OTHER WELL OBVIOUSLY THERE ARE LOTS OF OTHERS COMING FORWARD. I WOULD LIKE TO SEND A BIT MORE, ONCE I GET MORE. I HAVE SPENT $1600 ON THE NOTEBOOKS. THE PRINTED ATTEMPTED TO PDF, ETC, BUT SCANNED TOO MANY PAGES IN CROOKED. ANYWAY, LET ME KNOW.
MY CELL, IS 719 246 3885 MY NAME IS JEANY RUSH, AND THEY CALL ME GAMMY SPARKLES, AND WELL SINCE I COULD NOT TRAVEL TO DENVER, NO INTERSTATE FOR ME, UNLESS SOMEONE DRIVES MISS DAISY ( LIKE WHEN WE INFILTRATED A DRAG SHOW) IMAGINE ME LOL BUT YOU GET THE DRIFT. I DONT GET TO GO TO ALL THINGS, BUT I WROTE LOTS OF LETTERS TO THE PIT DENVER LEGISLATORS MARXIST CRAZIES ALLOWING 12 YEAR OLDS TO BE GROOMED WITHOUT PARENTAL PERMISSION. GRRRRRRR
BY THE WAY, YOU CAN CALL ME ANYTIME YOU WANT, IF YOU GET BLUE. I GOT THAT WAY FROM BEING LEFT OUT ALOT BY FAMILY THAT I TOTALLY RAISED, AND ON MY OWN MOSTLY.
WAS MARRIED TO A PAST CHRISTIAN LEADER, BOOKS WORLDWIDE, MYRON RUSH, BUT FULL OF SCHEISSE IN THE END. I CHOSE BADLY A FEW TIMES.
BUT ENOUGH OF MY GARBAGE, YOU ARE A HERO TO ME, AND WELL I STOP NOW.
AGAIN, HUGGS GAMMY HERE
I'm the one honored to receive your email. Here's my answer to why I donate.
In the summer of 2022, and after watching the TV show The Blacklist for years (7 seasons), I searched online for fellow viewers who wanted to solve the main mystery of the show, which was who the main character really was. It was revealed that our beloved master criminal wasn't really Raymond Reddington, so I devotedly tackled the challenge of figuring out his real identity before it was revealed. That challenge got me through many bad times, including the pandemic. I watched each of the 22 episodes of each season 4-5 times, trying to guess his identity, taking hundreds of notes and putting them on a wall first and then on a board accordion. The producers kept pushing the reveal to the next season, and then the next, and then the next... However, I found a website in which a fan explained that Raymond Reddington was in reality no other than the infamous Russian spy Katarina Rostova. In other words, that Raymond was a transman.
I rejected that theory for multiple reasons. The storytelling seemed to contradict it (I had many notes to prove it), and I couldn't come to terms with the idea that my favorite male character of all time was really a woman. Biologically speaking, it was impossible for him to have such a successful sexual life without anyone saying anything, right? That's how I saw it. I was troubled, to say the least, because I had never been exposed to transgenderism, except for the news about Jenner, so I knew nothing. My social media experience was almost nonexistent, too. That's when I joined Reddit, looking for answers.
Reddit's Blacklist fans were divided into two major camps, one of which defended that Raymond was Katarina. The theory was known as Redarina or Rederina. Fights and insults were constant among some users; others just expressed their opinions calmly. I gave my opinion several times, still hoping that the reveal was going to be somewhere in between. At some point I encountered someone who identified as a trans. Soon enough the replies coming from that user became violent, vicious, and I pushed back questioning their sincerity and their position. After reading their third reply or so my head shook briefly, which I attributed to a change in my blood pressure. Afraid of being at the brink of a stroke due to my anger, I panicked, so I decided to leave Reddit, the show, the podcasts, NBC and anything else related to The Blacklist. No TV show is worth it. Nonetheless, I remained troubled, angry and sad.*
Sometime later, I started searching for inspirational videos to help me heal. I found a sweet and smart master buddhist, a few self-help YouTubers, science documentaries, etc. At some point I found Jordan Peterson, and through him, I found The Daily Wire and What Is a Woman. Your appearance in that documentary was what touched me the most. I cried heavy tears, not only because of what happened (is happening) to you, but because I saw that there is a trans world out there where people are suffering, people who have been deceived horribly and who are paying with their emotional and physical lives while the monsters get wildly rich. I decided I had to do something, but I didn't know what. I'm not known, I don't have a podcast, I'm not extroverted, but there had to be something I could do.
I have spent many, many hours online trying to understand what's going on in the world. It's been a real quest and I've been very confused. I have exposed myself to painful truths that were hidden to me so I could toughen up a little. I joined Twitter carefully and, at some point, I saw your account. I believe that's the order of events. I have watched many transitioners tell their stories, confirming what you said in the documentary. I learned through Kathleen Stock that even LGBT's are vulnerable to the current ideologies. I see what our government is doing and where we are heading. And most importantly, I feel for the innocent children who can't defend themselves from the monsters, many of which are in their own homes. I donate because you speak up on their behalf, because no one can tell you that you don't know what you are talking about, that you don't know what it is like to transition only to feel your body tear into pieces. You do what I can't. I support you because you tell a truth I'm just starting to comprehend (maybe). They can try to silence you, but others are speaking up, so your story is not going unnoticed.
I hope this answers the question and that it motivates you to continue. However, nobody is in the position to judge you if you are not receiving the support you need to keep screaming and you take a break or a leave. Your health is important too. Your children need you and they deserve to have their mom.
I will email you again to tell you about the time I wore the Rainbow Rebellion t-shirt in a woke-friendly town in Maine...
I give to encourage you and help in a small way your effort. I am also fighting the left starting with my program to make the world carbon negative while we still use oil and gas which defeats the left's irrational and destructive program. see ttp://www.getrealalliance.org I have also started http://www.getrealtv.com to take on a lot of issues as i gain support. I would love to do some content on the horrors of the mutilation agenda with graphic content and lots of talk about the high rate of suicide. God has a plan but sadly lets the Devil dominate the world and we are in a very dark place disobeying God and disrespecting him. I have included my publishers email of my book. They were a huge help in getting me published at a reasonable price. It is non an anomaly that the same folks that want babies killed up to birth and even after are in favor of sterilizing children and making them more likely to kill themselves. Cash is real tight for me right now which is why my donations were not larger and more often but I do appreciate your bravery and wish you success. I don't know how many on on your email list but am currently raising money to do more to fight evil. I have a good email marketing firm that I hooked up with in a meant to be way that could promote you more. Keep up the fight... I pray you continue and have support to make it easier.
Good afternoon Scott, I am pleased to hear from you again after some time. As for the reason I donated to you, the reason is both simple and complicated.
Simple: Because I believe in what you say and your crusade.
Complicated: Because I want to do anything and everything possible to protect people (especially children) as well from this gender madness. You could say I have suffered on a personal level the effects of gender ideology in my life.
A childhood friend of mine (Rebecca) socially transitioned in 8th grade (This was in 2016-17-ish) to present as male in order to deny that she was indeed attracted to women. She had a crush on a classmate of ours and in so decided that if she were a man, she would be accepted. This led her to socially transition, distance herself from people who didn’t affirm her, cause her to have a bandwagon of people affirming her, and now take hormone blockers/testosterone to further her transition. Although we drifted apart by High School, I felt something was wrong in her pursuing this identity. Of course, I couldn’t say anything due to me being a social pariah at the time and the fear of being “transphobic”. I still pray that Rebecca can find her path to the truth.
However, the worst scar gender ideology has given my life is of what happened to my online friend Jessica. She was one of the sweetest, honest, caring, bright, and intelligent young girls I’d ever known. Being a teenage girl, she suffered from feelings of anxiety, had ADHD, suffered bouts of depression, suffered feelings of isolation at school, and had body image issues that led her to have an eating disorder (Bulimia, if I remember). She had all these problems, problems that vulnerable girl confided in me with and I did my best to guide her and show her that she is an amazing person. Despite all my efforts, the promises that gender ideology offered her managed to seduce her and slowly she broke. She identified as Agender, put on “they/them” pronouns, wanted to be called “Sky” and not her “dead name”, and started spending more time with other kids who had similar backgrounds and problems. It was Rebecca all over again. I tried to pull her back from that cliff, especially after I found out more about the concept of “transgender” and saw it for the absolute dangerous farce it is. I read studies, read articles, journals, blogs, and accounts from hospitals about the procedures, culture, guidelines, everything on both aisles. I was already on the side of truth (“Transphobes”) from my own investigation, but after hearing about Abigail Shrier’s “Irreversible Damage”, seeing videos from Eric July, and eventually stumbling onto Matt Walsh and the documentary “What Is A Woman?”, I made up my mind.
I tried my best to steer Jessica away from that identity, to help her truly love herself rather than hate it, to see that there is nothing wrong with being the young woman she is, that even though things are bad right now and she feels lost, it’s going to be okay. Unfortunately, I was just one man, one man on the far side of the world going up against a group of friends, family, and an addicting promise preying on that poor girl. I didn’t stand a chance. I wish I could have saved her, helped her see the dark path she was on, and helped her truly love and accept the life she has, but I failed.
Gender Ideology is destroying the lives of struggling individuals, including vulnerable teenage girls like Jessica. After I lost her, I swore, I promised, that I would do everything in my power to stop another person, be it child or adult, from falling into its hands. I don’t give one single iota as to what the soulless advocates, medical quacks, or idiotic banshees with their “Trans Rights are Human Rights” mantra have to shout, I know where I stand. Few situations are black and white in life, but this is one of them. I empathize with those struggling with their gender confusion, I couldn’t imagine the despair and agony it brings. But to the people supporting the chemical castration, sexualization, and mutilation of people, especially children, have no shred of sympathy from me. This is why I support voices like yours, Matt Walsh, Chloe Cole etc. Because I have suffered and seen suffering from this movement, and I want to help end it. That is my answer. I hope you can scream louder and not let your voice be in vain.
I have a daughter who I am fighting for who is autistic. This is a Huge deal within the autistic community and what I call radical autistic advocates that’s are sadly promoting and accepting this . Just recently and author and advocate named Heidi Mavir from the UK, took her daughter to have a mastectomy. I purchased her book and in it she speaks about her Son. At that time I had no idea her son was really a daughter. As far as I’m concerned her book was falsified. I ripped it up and unfollowed her. There are LOTS like this within the actual community. My eyes are open.
Feeling like a fish out of water is common amongst our autistic youth but this does not mean we should promote self hate and affirm our kids to change. Society does this enough with autistic kids.
I’m seeing some desisting happening in my daughter but I am watching things closely. The internet was the evil being that created the questioning in my child in 2021 during the lockdown. She is now 14. I have time. After some bad text messages and awful internet conversations with disgusting individuals, caused us to contact the authorities. It was horrible.
My husband and I got rid of All devices, internet and her phone has no web browser. She’s not even allowed to bring her school computer home. I can see every text on an app and approve every number. She is going to a youth church group every week as well. I do need to be careful with that but so far the youth leaders have been fantastic and they know her story and have taken her in just as she is! My daughters hair is growing, she is now wearing her earrings and she is wearing uniform skirts to school. I pray for her Daily!
I was truly inspired by your story and feel you Not re-transitioning back to Kellie, is powerful because you can use your voice as you are. It’s incredible. Your knowledge and up to date statistics on the dangers of medications and medicalization are valuable. If things start to get serious with my daughter, I have already planned on showing her your interviews as well as the interviews of Chloe Cole and other de-transitioners. This is the most powerful way to reach our kids as they will not listen to us.
I run a Free women’s support group for neurodivergent children in Southern Calif. we have not touched on this subject yet, but I plan to. It needs to be brought up because our autistic children are at risk for this ideology. I just need to collect the proper information and make sure it’s done right. It’s extremely difficult. I don’t want to mess this up. I have over 400 members and I’m sure I will lose a some but hey, Truth is Truth.
I write quite a bit and one of my posts was about the Mixed Up Chameleon by Eric Carle. We used to read these books about self love to our kids and now we are doing the opposite by promoting self hate and telling them they should change because they are not good enough as they are.
Keep up your advocacy Please!! We Need your voice! You were put in these circumstances for a reason. I know you have and continue to go through hell, but I honestly feel it was meant to be and you are being used for Good!
Bless you and all you do!